It’s awful. It’s awful. Oh Gods, it’s so awful… Oh, wait, that bit’s alright actually. And that bit. Maybe I’m over-thinking it all. Sound familiar?
I’ve been trying mantras lately. Instead of hammering myself with gems like ‘dear all-seeing eye, this is masterfully crap,’ and ‘oh, by the love of all things unseemly, this just sucks jawbreakers,” I’m trying things like “It’s good. You know it’s good,” and “It’s good. It’s good. It’s good. It’s good.”
That’s all I can say on that at the moment. We likely all dislike our first drafts in part, or in whole, but that’s the way it works, it seems. Keep trying. Be positive.